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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Conniving People

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So I'm getting really sick of the bullshit drama at work. Today I had enough! So back in July our manager got transferred to another department but we're over budget so they haven't hired a new manager we've got some stupid fuckers filling in as "acting manager". The first guy wasn't bad, he actually understood that life happens and shit goes wrong. Well apparently some stupid ass manager for another area got canned so they moved him over to take the place of that guy since, we're over budget. So they bring in this stupid bitch who looks like nobody told her she died about a year ago. This damn woman has been the acting manager for my team for no lie, 1 week, and it's already gone to her fucking head.

Today was the topper for me though. So work knows that because of how long my commute is and the fact that daycare doesn't open until 6am I don't get to work until 7:30 instead of 7:15. So I walk in at 7:26 and sit at my desk and this bitch has the nerve to get on me the second she walks in 45 minutes late mind you. "What time did you get here, what have you been doing since you got here?" Like I'm sitting at my desk on the phone with a customer and she's reaming me out for a known issue when she waltzes in 45 minutes late.

By this time I'm already mad cause traffic on the 10 is horrendous and there was not 1 but 2 accidents this morning. So I go into her office and calmly explain to her I am sick, I have been sick all week and I have been here where I belong the whole time. I guess she didn't like the fact that I told her that so she decides after I go back to work to pull my personnel folder and start going through my fucking time sheet like it's a damn hit list. She then proceeds to call in 2 different managers and a trainer into her cubicle office and have them scrutinize it like it's any of their business. I then hear her say "this is horrible, I'm gonna bring this up to Mark (who happens to be the AVP of my department)" She does not look at me once or say another word to me all day.

Little does she know I had already taken it upon myself to speak with Mark since it has been an ongoing issue trying to get them to change my start time so it doesn't look like i'm 15 minutes late everyday. I'm not losing my job cause they can't make a schedule correctly. Well, about 15 minutes before she leaves today I see her walking to Mark's office with my brown folder, and I can't help but snicker to myself cause when she walks in there he is going to look at her like "you fucking idiot i know already."

Maybe next time you have an issue with someone don't try to make their performance look bad or try to get them in trouble with the higher-ups...It will only make you look stupid and vindictive in the end.

Long story I know but I had to get that off my chest or I probably would have tore her a new one tomorrow.

~S

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Flawed


So I've been meaning to apply the craziness from my head onto paper for some time now, but with life getting in the way it makes it almost impossible. Let me stop here and back up a little bit, for those of you who do not know me. And as a bit of warning, when I get going I don't punctuate properly.


I am 24 years old, married for 6 years now and have an amazing 15 month old son. That's what everyone sees. Now on the inside behind closed doors, with the curtains drawn- I am fat (although I am working on deleting that one), married to a man who takes me for granted on a daily basis and doesn't think twice about it, and have an amazing 15 month old son who I hardly get to see because I work 10 hour days and when I get home it's time for him to go to sleep. I am miserable because my husband is a jerk and thinks it's alright, I feel like a horrible parent because my son crys when I get home from work and my mom leaves, Which stems back to being fat. My life is a viscous circle and the constant spinning is making me dizzy.

Each time I try to take control and slow down the speed of this damn merry-go-round I am on something happens and I lose my grip and simply because I tried to slow it down I seem to make it spin faster and more furious. One of these days I'm going to get so sick from all the spinning I am going to fall off and find myself landing in the dirt face first. Believe it or not this all has a tie in to the icon at the beginning of the post. I am flawed, we all are and the more we try to cover it the harder it gets to remember who we truly are. And I think I have gotten to the point where I am sick of just going through the motions of life. I want to be flawed (not fat mind you) and I want to be able to enjoy having those flaws and have someone enjoy me BECAUSE of those flaws not in spite of them.

Well that's enough rambling for one post. And more updates to the page will come over the weekend when I actually have time to sit for more then 5 minutes.

~S

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Under Construction

I've had a blog set up but never used it, until now. Since I've got so much crap going on in my life now I figured I would finally start to write about it. Tonight however is not a good night to start blogging, so I will actually start tomorrow. I will have a page that looks somewhat reasonable and hopefully something worth reading.


Well off to play laundry queen yet again.


~S